Wednesday, February 15, 2006
juz came back frm SP... then make me even more dun wan to go jc. i mean is like wat if i can't get into AC then abit no point gng to other jc since i'm not interested. anyway poly isn't tt bad aft all. but then i wan to get into uni mahz. then scared ltr i go poly liao will regret. coz v diff to get into uni frm poly. results have to be damn gd lahz. but also scared i can't get into uni even if i go jc lehz. coz my eng is damn bad lahz.
getting into poly isn't my choice at 1st coz i feel tt if i go poly then i like those dun really noe how to study tt type. although i dun like studying but i still wan to go get a degree lehz... i mean it's like i will work hard but juz scared i can't make it coz still got cca all tt... n scared tt i go poly liao i will juz slack all e way lehz. coz i'm v easily influenced by other ppl. n if i slack, even more diff to get into uni lohz...
actually asking myself, y i wan a degree tt much... it's coz i dun wan my relatives to look down on me. n i wan to prove tt i can make it to uni. somemore nowadays if we dun make it to uni, we will be like damn lousy looking lahz... when so many ppl on the streets are uni grads...
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I want to see the rainbow#
With you.
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