Wednesday, February 15, 2006
juz came back frm SP... then make me even more dun wan to go jc. i mean is like wat if i can't get into AC then abit no point gng to other jc since i'm not interested. anyway poly isn't tt bad aft all. but then i wan to get into uni mahz. then scared ltr i go poly liao will regret. coz v diff to get into uni frm poly. results have to be damn gd lahz. but also scared i can't get into uni even if i go jc lehz. coz my eng is damn bad lahz.
getting into poly isn't my choice at 1st coz i feel tt if i go poly then i like those dun really noe how to study tt type. although i dun like studying but i still wan to go get a degree lehz... i mean it's like i will work hard but juz scared i can't make it coz still got cca all tt... n scared tt i go poly liao i will juz slack all e way lehz. coz i'm v easily influenced by other ppl. n if i slack, even more diff to get into uni lohz...
actually asking myself, y i wan a degree tt much... it's coz i dun wan my relatives to look down on me. n i wan to prove tt i can make it to uni. somemore nowadays if we dun make it to uni, we will be like damn lousy looking lahz... when so many ppl on the streets are uni grads...
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I want to see the rainbow#
With you.
4:18 PM ;
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
so tired... juz came back frm sch, feel like slping lohz. but since my com is on, i tink i shld leave a blog b4 i slp. haha. 2dae's valentine's day! happy valentine's to all... was happy to see my frens again recieving chocolates frm them was happy too! also, my form teacher even gave evryone in the class a stalk of daisy! haha... so gd rite. i wonder how much money she spent lohz.
then i heard frm my form teacher tt mayb i will not be able to get into AC lehz... coz quite many ppl were staying n thr are still the ppl frm affiliated sch... sian lehz... if i dun get in AC then whr can i go to lohz! haiz... i really really hope to stay coz i dun really feel like gng jj lehz... heard it's v slack thr lohz n e teachers are not v gd also... then i also feel like gng poly if i can't can't into AC coz like poly also nt bad... at least dun have gp n pe mahz... haha... poly also like quite not stressed as compared to jc life coz still got cca... haiz v sian lahz!
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I want to see the rainbow#
With you.
4:40 PM ;
Monday, February 13, 2006
was reading thru my pervious blog n found out tt i sound so sad... well, i shld probably tink on the bright side. our class could still meet 2gether although we might have chnge class... haha... n we could still keep in contact since we have msn! haha... anyway, i tink i shld probably cherish the remaining time tt i have wif my class n funorama is coming... hope to have lotsa fun n may everything turn out to be alright.
may tmr be a good day n i can have a gd nite slp. =p
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I want to see the rainbow#
With you.
11:34 PM ;
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